Renew the feel as Muslim

Iman is like a tide. It's fluctautive. Sometimes it goes high, sometimes it goes down. When our iman is high, we feel full of energy to perform ibadah, to do good deeds, and so on so forth. But when the iman is low, we experience lazyness, feeling sad even depresses, unable to control emotion, think negatively, then everything looks so gloomy and bad in our eyes.
Come to think about it, it looks similar with the symptoms of Bipolar disorder. When Someone in Good Condition, he/she will definetely, even excesively feels full with postive attitude and behavior. However, once he/she are in depress mode, the vice versa will happen. When our iman is down, we might do many bad things. It makes people easy to commit sin, and become lose from the right path. At the end, they are surrounded by emptyness.
Until He saves us again. Again and again, for many times. He indeed truly loves us.
And we feel like a new born. like we are just become a Muslim.
That's what I learn from these our muslim brother who just come back to HIM.
May Allah always guides us